Wednesday, June 18, 2008

Love..What you know about that?..

In this life we all have some kind of thought about love. That filled our hearts. You can love somebody so much, sometimes even more than yourself. If you haven't contemplated murder. You haven't been in love. If you haven't thought about killin that 1 person that hurt you then you never been in love. LOL I'm joking people gosh!

However, Who doesn't long for someone to hold, who knows how to love you without being told?... Relationships are good but not the permanent ones...
Our hearts can be our worse enemy. Even though I'm young, I'm very traditional and old school.
I believe that you can only love once in your life.
If you say you "lovED" someone, either you still do, or you never did. I don't believe that you can love and move on and love again. I don't believe that love can just die so easily and you can just move on. Love is a huge emotion for me. Something that stays with you forever no matter how much you try to erase it and/or cover it up, it doesnt die. It's an impact a certain person had in your life. And it can't be erased by a new relationship.
Most can try. And you can tell yourself over and over again "no I'm over that person. I don't love them anymore." Deep down inside, you know.... In one way or another they hold a piece of you and a piece of your heart. If it's easy for you to forget maybe you never loved.

Why don't our hearts do what ur mind tells it to? I wish i had the answer to that. If it were that simple i wouldnt be a writer. LOL I write because i have a passion to change someone's life. If just ONE person can be down on love, they can read my writings and realize they re not alone. I want to make an impact in someones life. I hope I caught someones attention so far while they read my blogs LOL. But I tell you someday I'm gonna find a guy that's gonna change my life and I tell you someday true love is waiting out there for me. Someone who will appreciate me for me and understand the love I give..
Today is where my book begins the rest is still unwritten... ;-)

--Kisses
MRZ ENDY

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