In this life we all have some kind of thought about love. That filled our hearts. You can love somebody so much, sometimes even more than yourself. If you haven't contemplated murder. You haven't been in love. If you haven't thought about killin that 1 person that hurt you then you never been in love. LOL I'm joking people gosh!
However, Who doesn't long for someone to hold, who knows how to love you without being told?... Relationships are good but not the permanent ones...
Our hearts can be our worse enemy. Even though I'm young, I'm very traditional and old school.
I believe that you can only love once in your life.
If you say you "lovED" someone, either you still do, or you never did. I don't believe that you can love and move on and love again. I don't believe that love can just die so easily and you can just move on. Love is a huge emotion for me. Something that stays with you forever no matter how much you try to erase it and/or cover it up, it doesnt die. It's an impact a certain person had in your life. And it can't be erased by a new relationship.
Most can try. And you can tell yourself over and over again "no I'm over that person. I don't love them anymore." Deep down inside, you know.... In one way or another they hold a piece of you and a piece of your heart. If it's easy for you to forget maybe you never loved.
Why don't our hearts do what ur mind tells it to? I wish i had the answer to that. If it were that simple i wouldnt be a writer. LOL I write because i have a passion to change someone's life. If just ONE person can be down on love, they can read my writings and realize they re not alone. I want to make an impact in someones life. I hope I caught someones attention so far while they read my blogs LOL. But I tell you someday I'm gonna find a guy that's gonna change my life and I tell you someday true love is waiting out there for me. Someone who will appreciate me for me and understand the love I give..
Today is where my book begins the rest is still unwritten... ;-)
--Kisses
MRZ ENDY
Wednesday, June 18, 2008
Thursday, June 12, 2008
felices son los que viven sin juzgar..
The point of this blog is very simple.
As most of you are aware I haven't been writing on here much. Don't worry I still write just in my special notebook or my Sidekick.
I haven't been able to come on here and update you guys.
However, a lot has happened. And I've experienced so much and learned and grown. I was surrounded by fakes, phonies, hypocrites etc. I had to move on and move up and away from the negativity surrounding me.
People who had nothing to offer me but a smile that was worthless due to it being a lie.
At the time being, unfortunately, I'm not 100% sure. However, I've been told by plenty of people most people closest to THOSE people that nothing good was said about me. Honestly I don't care much about what anybody has to say about me. Because they don't owe me anything and I don't benefit from them anyway. But don't be fake! Don't smile in my face and then bad mouth me behind my back.
And if you couldn't be man and/or woman enough to tell me the truth about what was said about me, then its obvious who is truly guilty.
My past has nothing to do with who I am today and if THOSE people closest to you couldn't understand that, then obviously you couldn't either and that's why we are better off apart..
DON'T JUDGE OTHERS WITHOUT LOOKING IN THE MIRROR YOURSELF!
KISSES
-MRZ ENDY
As most of you are aware I haven't been writing on here much. Don't worry I still write just in my special notebook or my Sidekick.
I haven't been able to come on here and update you guys.
However, a lot has happened. And I've experienced so much and learned and grown. I was surrounded by fakes, phonies, hypocrites etc. I had to move on and move up and away from the negativity surrounding me.
People who had nothing to offer me but a smile that was worthless due to it being a lie.
At the time being, unfortunately, I'm not 100% sure. However, I've been told by plenty of people most people closest to THOSE people that nothing good was said about me. Honestly I don't care much about what anybody has to say about me. Because they don't owe me anything and I don't benefit from them anyway. But don't be fake! Don't smile in my face and then bad mouth me behind my back.
And if you couldn't be man and/or woman enough to tell me the truth about what was said about me, then its obvious who is truly guilty.
My past has nothing to do with who I am today and if THOSE people closest to you couldn't understand that, then obviously you couldn't either and that's why we are better off apart..
DON'T JUDGE OTHERS WITHOUT LOOKING IN THE MIRROR YOURSELF!
KISSES
-MRZ ENDY
Sunday, June 1, 2008
I'M BACK!!!... :-D
SORRY SORRY..
My deepest apologies go out to all of you. Who keep up with me and read this blog.
And continued checkin back for updates while I have been gone! But great news I'M BACK!!!
I had to do like the celebrities do and take some time off get my mind right, get some things in my life together and get back on track. I'm back rejuvenated and ready to spill my guts to all of you LOL.
Where should I begin hummmm...well I've been very well actually! I'm completely happy in my life. Career wise, family, my friends are great (and the group keeps growing LOL) no such thing as having TOOO many friends. LOL
Love life you ask? Humm well that's a secret I will never tell my fellow bloggers :-D
"Sometimes you gotta go through the pain to experience the joy."
Kisses
-Mrz Endy
My deepest apologies go out to all of you. Who keep up with me and read this blog.
And continued checkin back for updates while I have been gone! But great news I'M BACK!!!
I had to do like the celebrities do and take some time off get my mind right, get some things in my life together and get back on track. I'm back rejuvenated and ready to spill my guts to all of you LOL.
Where should I begin hummmm...well I've been very well actually! I'm completely happy in my life. Career wise, family, my friends are great (and the group keeps growing LOL) no such thing as having TOOO many friends. LOL
Love life you ask? Humm well that's a secret I will never tell my fellow bloggers :-D
"Sometimes you gotta go through the pain to experience the joy."
Kisses
-Mrz Endy
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